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OKAY, i want to type a message in ENGLISH cause i SUCK at malay. lol, anyway, i want to apologies everyone, yes everyone, even you , the one reading this right now. i might have hurt your feelings of offended you in anyway. we might have some conflicts in our friendship, relationship and i want too apologies for everything. i want to break down the wall so we could start afresh again. i hope that you guys can forgive me! and i apologies sincerely. XX

so how was today raya???? okay, mine starrted out bad xD my bro and dad started screaming at me even before we went out of the house. cause i was late. the stupid kebaya decided to fuck with me at the wrong moment. geez. i already apologies to my mum but not my dad , yet. hold on , there;s more. at last , we went out. took a cab there. there was not a lot of people, so i decided to eat, after one of my relative asked me to . lol, he's funny and fun to talk with. and then, the room became to feel up, and my mind was like, this is the jackpot. lol. and someone began to lecture me. you see, i'm not that close to some of my relatives, cousins etc. well mostly. only some. he talked to me and talked. i was really listening and taking it seriously. and my cousins all came. coool! so talked, time flies, read, music. and off to my another auntie part. okay, it was okay, food's good. first house rendang was the best. asal tk mintak bungkus eyh ? xD so the second house was my auntie house at bedok. weee~ then eat eat eat eat , and all my cousin came after a while. oh ya, i realised it was one of my cousin brother birthday today! so FREE CAKE! too bad, the cake was there but he wasnt there to celebrate with us. due to some stuffff. and then, PHOTOSHOOT session with my cousins all. it's not with me cause i dont own a damn camera. sad stuff. after wards, things was going well , till THE ASKING FOR FORGIVENESS SESSION! and so, last year was oldest to youngest (i'm the youngest OF ALL in my cousins) so i was luck! yipeee but, my auntie shouted "why not this year REVERSE?!) and they all yell"hanna maner ? maner hanna?" i was like noooo! i couldnt argue so i went . end up, my cousin sister went first . xD so i was second.. this year , was different. i felt like crying acctually but i kept it in. i never wanted to cry before. ever. but this year, i did. but , tahan uyh. lol xD then at around 1030pm cabbed home. cool, mmy beg was heavy... OF MONEY. i'm just kidding. overall , today's raya 7/10. not bad horh.

so how was your raya??? hope you had a great awesome day.

hannafernaldo 한나